Despair continues!!!

hmmm...

my previous 2 posts created a picture of my failure and this post is no surprise ..
just continuation of my laziness , reluctance , carelessness whatever u want to call
it...

am still lacking the motivation , the instinct , the zeal to do it ...

Recently read "The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari" ..
Nice book..Almost changed my perception towards life ..
probably need to read more such motovating books to find a motivation..

till then its ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.........

Can someone write a comment which will motivate me to bring out the best in me ...

Heading nowhere

i m not heading anywhere !!!!!
Dunno whats there in future's chest !!!!!

I dont feel like it these days

I am trying hard to find out something motivating for me...
i hv to prepare my essays do some research but i am not spending even a single minute in a month..

recently read Harry potter 6 ... wanna read seven now but somehow is that what is needed... but i cant control myself..

while reading a book or playing a game or writing blog i start living in a fake world...
that helps me involve more ... actually i cant control it...

wont lie .. i dreamt of harry and dumbledore in the days i was reading HP 6 ...

have taken net connection ( FINALLY !!!) and am going to research Vault n wetfeet soon..

lets see...